I don't want to go online

I don't want to go online.
Because if i do, il see him.
And i don't want to mis him.
I dont want to make fool of myself staring on his photos,
reading his updates and feeling hurt every time i see his status.
Wishing that it was for me.
I don't want to go online, for i am tempted to chat him.
Wishing that our small conversation will grow into something better.
Hoping if he will say the magic words i wanted know.
I don't want to go online simply because I don't want to see his face.
I don't want to see all his comments that gives me jealousy.
Jealous that I also want to say anything about him.
And just say I miss you.


-oNzey